emmigreens ([info]emmigreens) wrote,
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Update!Update!Update! It's quite difficult to do such a thing when nothing of interest has happened in about 2 weeks. I work, come home, unpack boxes, argue with my mother, go to bed, get up, go to work and so on. It's really quite boring.

Soon, I will be on a road trip with my most favorite people in the whole world and everything will be ok. Though I have a feeling that every last second up to the time we leave will be hell in my house. We had a parent road trip meeting(where all the parents of the road trippers got together, bitched about how irresponsible we all were and how we are not really ready for this kind of thing, but in the end, agreed.) And at dinner the other night my family and I were talking about it and my mother proceeded to say "I just wanted to grab you by the throat and make you listen. All of your friends were listening but you just seemed to not care at all, you were just rolling your eyes every time we said anything." I don't know why this made me so angry. You know that kind of anger where you can't quite express the level of anger to the person who made you mad. And that just makes you more angry that they don't know how furious you are at them. I just wanted scream at her. It's like everything she has ever done to make me mad surfaced and there was nothing I could do about it. But that's just who I am, never able to express myself how I want. So now all I can think about is how great it's going to be to be gone from her.

I'm going to the Muny tonight with one of my best friends that I hardly ever hang out with. I love the kind of friends that you KNOW will always be there for you, even if the last time you talked was two years ago. I love friends, I love you guys!

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[info]scurvyknave

July 15 2005, 22:37:19 UTC 6 years ago

oh man, enjoy the muny! i LOVED jesus christ superstar!!!

[info]humbucker

July 18 2005, 15:20:57 UTC 6 years ago

Express yourself!

That's crazy, especially when your mom was like, "whatever. I'm going along with whatever anyone else says."

I need to talk to you. I'll call you. Ok.
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